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Will I Ever Find My Way

from Bad Vibes by Nora Nygard

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Recorded 2 May 2021


will i ever find my way outta hell
am i doomed to live here forever
no answers to my questions and
it never gets any better

slip into the time compression
my body sinks with the mass of
black holes
path between the buildings
where i cycle with my hands up

i don't remember
i'll never remember
i'll never go back home

you taught me
to feel the pain
i'll always be alone

your golden retriever
shotgun shells
fireworks in the sky

LAN parties
i have no idea
what you said to me before you died

now i know
you're not at peace
seems so long ago
but i still can't sleep

used to think
you were haunting me
i don't know what
changed my mind

you're gonna bleed me til i die
i'll be more vigilant this time

god wants me dead
that's what you said
it's all the same
isn't it


from Bad Vibes, released August 6, 2022


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Nora Nygard Saint Paul, Minnesota

I've always been searching. Drumming in punk bands. Singing into a cassette mic alone. Trans angst, alienation, going on the road. Synthesis, tape, poetry. Two failed tours, two failed degrees. Reclaiming my voice from the choir, reshaping my voice after punk rock. Years of isolation, hormone therapy, production studies, and hundreds of releases with various projects. ... more

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