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voice in my mind
new nightmare today, saying
I can’t hide my dick curse from my face
social isolation, nothing to show for it
I don’t exist
my fucking days were long over by 26
I’m the quintessential incel fail child faggot
gaze into your eyes
kiss the abyss

all the people clap and
cheer when I say I’m gay
I don’t want to live life
I want to fade away

wake up get out
walk down the alley
come home clean up
drown in spaghetti
cuddle, call me the wrong name
I’m scared to say no when you beg
hold your torso over the road
vomit red out the window
you’re cheating on me I know

but I love to make you laugh
angelic kissing in the bath

Is This Real?
Have a Nice Life
Gang of Four

I’m backseat, he cucks me to Spiderland
please hold my hand and touch my ass

take down all of the mirrors
try not to see myself
don’t look forward or past
each day living is hell

mushrooms nutmeg
growing my titties
push-ups jerk off
cock is spaghetti
call me brave or call me a boy
I am the one that I will destroy
and you are the cutie I’ll always enjoy

I love to make you laugh
toasted kiss in the bath

Autechre girls
theory girls
Motherbeat girls
stay inside girls
Sun Ra girls
wolf moon girls
speed game girls
die fast girls

your smiles make my life okay
so fuck everything they say
kill God and take the throne
and we’ll build a world of our own


from The Ghosts Beneath Our Feet, track released October 7, 2022

Nora Nygard: Production / Recording / Mixing / Mastering / Songwriter / Composition / Cover Art / Photography / Vocals / Piano

Blake Burbach: Bass Guitar

Robert Kramer: Electric Guitar

Taylor Stockert: Drums

Dr. Sonic: Recording / Transfer Tape to Digital

The original title of "I'm Gay" was "Ralph" (as in puke) and was composed in GarageBand on 21 December 2007.

The band recorded "I'm Gay" live to 2" analog tape on 4 June 2011.

Transferred to digital on 25 October 2017.

The vocals were recorded 11 March 2022 to 4 April 2022.

Mixed 7 September 2020 to April 2022 in ProTools.

Mastered 7 April 2022.

Produced in the Vampire Castle by Nora Nygard.

Little Sisyphus | NN041


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Nora Nygard Saint Paul, Minnesota

I've always been searching. Drumming in punk bands. Singing into a cassette mic alone. Trans angst, alienation, going on the road. Synthesis, tape, poetry. Two failed tours, two failed degrees. Reclaiming my voice from the choir, reshaping my voice after punk rock. Years of isolation, hormone therapy, production studies, and hundreds of releases with various projects. ... more

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