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Soft Lock
00:52
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i got a soft lock
at the sock hop
gotta morph ball
into peace talks
where do i go
i don’t know
if i can’t taste it
why do i gotta face it
i wanna stay inside all day
don’t wanna talk to landlady
don’t wanna hear my daddy say
boy you look like boy tonight
what a weird phase
you picked this time
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2. |
Every Single Curse
00:37
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every single curse
i shake around in my head
i don't wanna turn
to wish again that i'm dead
all the little tears
i cry alone in my bed
praying for the day
i cuddle up to girlfriend
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3. |
Neutron Bomb
01:23
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my computer turned
into a neutron bomb
my dad said
i'll never be a mom
why should i even try
when there is no world outside
i am caving in
and i don't give a shit
my pointless alphabet
spells apocalypse
bathe me in your spit
until my lungs fill up with it
my chest my skull
like a graveyard blush
i'd do anything for your touch
i'd do anything for your touch
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there's nothing here
there's nothing here
i'm alone again like i've always been
all the time i've wasted
i don't know how to face it
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5. |
Who Am I Kidding
00:33
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who am i kidding
who who who
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6. |
Will I Ever Find My Way
02:14
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will i ever find my way outta hell
am i doomed to live here forever
no answers to my questions and
it never gets any better
slip into the time compression
my body sinks with the mass of
black holes
path between the buildings
where i cycle with my hands up
i don't remember
i'll never remember
i'll never go back home
you taught me
to feel the pain
i'll always be alone
your golden retriever
shotgun shells
fireworks in the sky
LAN parties
i have no idea
what you said to me before you died
now i know
you're not at peace
seems so long ago
but i still can't sleep
used to think
you were haunting me
i don't know what
changed my mind
you're gonna bleed me til i die
i'll be more vigilant this time
god wants me dead
that's what you said
it's all the same
isn't it
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7. |
Bleed Your Face
01:55
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i don't understand
no, i don't understand
why i have to
bleed your face with my hands
older men
love to hand me hamm's
fuck me up
let me go home again
highway stops
pissin on coal creek
you were drunk
i was 15
i was happy for once
you were like 23
you said "you
remind me a lot of me"
i don't understand
no, i don't understand
why i have to
bleed your face with my hands
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8. |
I Love You John
01:42
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john coltrane
i love you john
i love you john
i wish you weren't gone
you always make me smile
when i'm feeling sad
the days are long
i hope someday we all
get to ascend like you did
new york 1967 1967
family and the tape machine
heroin and busted teeth
the spirit in the room
siren in the streets
couldn't stop
eating sweets
when i'm numb
you make me feel
protecting us all
with your spiritual shield
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i don't wanna run away
from all the things i love
i don't wanna live
a life of fear
i don't wanna say
goodbye to all the young
smiles you had left
but you're gone
i don't wanna find myself
a belt around my neck
you hate me as you chase
i'm screaming help
i will walk into the darkness
live my life with all the lights flipped
i don't care if you ever see me
i'm gonna fly my freak flag high
being kind to all the strangers
hi there neighbor i'll see you later
if you wanna kill me cuz my gender
today is a good day to die
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10. |
Ride to the River
01:14
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i'm gonna ride down to the river
riding to the river
tonight
i ride to the river
gonna ride down to the river
tonight
bike bike bike
i'ma pushing my legs
and when i get done
i'ma sleep in for days
riding to the river
riding to the river
tonight
i ride to the river
gonna ride down to the river
tonight
take a pic of that beautiful river
text it quick to my baby sister
i miss your face and i miss your squeezin
someday riding just you and me
i'm gonna ride down to the river
riding to the river
tonight
i ride to the river
gonna ride down to the river
tonight
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11. |
Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes
00:37
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if you ask me
come over can
you braid my hair
give me a hug
tell me you care
i'll wear your dress
dress and undress
i would say yeah
i would say yep
i would yes yes yes yes yes
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12. |
Where Are All My Beans
00:33
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where are all my beans
where are all my beans now
i can’t find my cans
i just wanted to chow down
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13. |
Bad Vibes
00:45
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bad vibes
talkin bout bad vibes
bad vibes yeah
bad vibes
on the driver's side
bad vibes yeah
bad vibes
am i gonna get hate crimed
bad vibes yeah
bad vibes
maybe baby bad vibes
kiss me with a baseball bat
there's a hell of a smell
and i think it's gonna kill me
think it's gonna kill me
think it can go eat my ass
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14. |
Baby Ghost
01:08
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single dose
double dose
triple dose go
go go go
baby go go go
gonna dose the most
this side of the coast
take a lotta medicine
good baby ghost
shake all night
no matter which way i go
i'm gonna drop cold turkey
or overdose
single dose
double dose
triple dose go
go go go
baby go go go
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got a toenail rippin right off
you rip it right off
my mind is slipping into nothing
my mind is tripping and caught
i met god on the highway
spoke to me with
all kinds of secrets
and powerful thoughts
one night a sunset
is trying to save me
the next night it holds me
tells me to stop
says close your eyes up
there on the pavement
silent girl into the nightmare is gone
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Nora Nygard Minneapolis, Minnesota
I've always been searching. Drumming in punk bands. Singing into a cassette mic alone. Trans angst, alienation, going on the road. Synthesis, tape, poetry. Two failed tours, two failed degrees. Reclaiming my voice from the choir, reshaping my voice after punk rock. Years of isolation, hormone therapy, production studies, and hundreds of releases with various projects. ... more
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